"i love the way you say goodmorning"
Ingrid Michaelson
well its June27th and the world is still turning. michael jackson is dead, and so is farah fawcett.
to be honest this celebrity news doesnt affect me. im really not that sad.
cause people die all the time. people who actually matter to our lives.
trivia tabloid like this. its dribble.
2 years ago my grandma passed away. well, 2 years 2 days. and its funny cause the night before I was happily chatting on MSN. and the conversation took one of those unexpected deep serious turns to death. so before i went to bed, i felt suddenly awakened. and aware. like there was this presence around me. and i cant say what it was, but i definitely felt something, like a soft white light. i slept well. it completely slipped my mind what day it was and the significance of it till the next morning.
morale of the story
you dont need to believe in god to feel blessed.
needless to say lifes not simple at all, but you cant blame me for pretending it is.
h1n1 is just one of those really terrible serious things that can really mess the many plans you might have had.
and yes its true. im afraid to go clubbin because of swine flu. haha.
and other plans too. like family visitng from overseas.
sigh. i know im broke. but im feeling a sudden obligation to meet my friends. so we work around excuses like birthday parties and movies.
still. still Im waiting for that time when we can do without excuses. too much to ask for. but i can wait.
wait for a point when we have progressed beyond formalities and introductions. and luck might have it that time and space (and commitments) are in our favour. so all I feel obliged to offer, is my own thoughts and honest conversation without image to uphold or ego to butter. there is no game to play. my logic makes even a chase sound boring. "as boring as a chase." i can imagine that.
but im a runner. you must forgive me my passions.
im hungry. for food.
did i mention its a saturday?
its june 27th.
this is the best there is to offer. take it or leave it. the worlds your bitch.
*** random thougths @
11:40 PM
Sunday, June 21, 2009
You have no idea how hard it was to come up with this list.
sigh..
but it has to be done
.
of course i know its gonna be impossible to NEVER eat any of these foods ever again.
which is why (in the spirit of the Flying Spaghetti Monster) I shall name this list my
"really rather I didnt" list of foods.
its a start. viva la health revolution.
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"so whats the point of living?"
"health, art, love, happiness, beauty...?"
*** random thougths @
6:00 PM
Friday, June 19, 2009
I find the term "love marriage" a disturbing one. Because it reminds me that there can actually be any other type.
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"There's a hole in my sock."
"There supposed to be a hole in your sock la, fuck"
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Id like to think that the majority of singaporeans are actually secretly patriotic. Like when we saw the newflash that Singapore won Pedra Branca; and in a synchronised spontaneity our arms shot up in cheer.
But I guess these things dont happen everyday...
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all my foreign friends. and excuses to go out and meet them.
but the best are those you dont need an excuse to see.
the ones that leave you feeling..nice.
*** random thougths @
7:40 PM
Saturday, June 13, 2009
"who i am hates who ive been"
Relient K
"i wont let my past regret its future"
All Time Low
*** random thougths @
12:47 AM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
it pays to wake up early. sometimes.
but im gonna sleep now.
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Running at east coast park, that best thing is running into meeting you know.
spruyt, prem, sugu, simar, kenneth, aunty suja, lizzy.
and meeting new people too.
And night cycling from east coast park to changi village. ahah. my god, what an adventure.
gears and flat tires, handlebars and wallets.
by god I love this good clean fun.
so now im awake.
after watching/sleeping to
Hes just not that into you.
Definitely Maybe.
Back in the real world. My mind knows better than to find hope in movies.
But with a sun as warm as that, shining through my window at the moment, Im finding my return to cynicsm being delayed. lets hope i dont do anything stupid in the interim.
which is why its best for me to go sleep right now.
its too late so say goodnight, so good morning
goodmorning.
to you.
*** random thougths @
8:26 AM
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
will ferrel? I didnt know land of the lost was a comedy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dI_3BjIeiD0&feature=PlayList&p=679F7E1000FF4F28&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=36
everyone deserves a nice dream
cant believe nadal lost. its not fair. how.
that orange juice is so pulply i feel like I should chew before swallowing.
I swim as fast as a fat man runs.
the kind of guy that gets fit by walking an unnecessary 2km everytime he misses his stop.
I must be a nerd to understand half of all the references made in "Get Fuzzy". Yes i think its official, guys. Get fuzzy is a geek comic.
He's not gay..just cause he has a flower in his hair... hmmm...
aku boleh makan... nasi lemak!!
Gonna book my practical test for September. I can win Kiran! Just believe..
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Sundown Marathon. First Marathon in my life.
Out of the few thousand of participants. My ranking.
104
Its not astounding.
But it feels sweet.
No stress. June has just begun.
*** random thougths @
9:26 PM
