wow. so the whole poitn of me starting this blog in the first place is to keeop track of the sheer traffick of thoughts runnign through my chaotic mind. but it seems even a blog cant pen down all that i have to say. god i got too many comments. i wanted t talk bout so manyt hings today, but i really dunno. 2.4, e maths, nicholas's plan for global domination, studying at jeremy's, up coming exams, tamil class in general, my interest in buddhism, bass guitar, choosing of leaders in prefects, sister's room, studyign with peter, and of being a hypocrit. wow... where to start. haha.
Nicholas wants to take over the world. I admire his dreams. ironic cause i m listenign to so impossible by dashboard right now. ahha. anyways, he has decided to appoint me minister of Jogging, since helping him pass his 2.4 today. haha. jonathen cheated today, and still failed. haha. kinda feel proud. today i helped 3 people pass 2.4. but at the cost of helping otehr, comes teh price of hindering personal progress. i still have yet a chance to try and break the 9 minute barrier. Its possible. I can do it. i just need the chance. haha. back to the ministry of jogging. its actually a demotion. previosuly he promised to make me the Vice Head of Sotheast asia. not the assistant head but the "Vice" head. haha. sweet. I could do with a job like that.
Zenn is remarkable. i swear, ia dmire that guy, for eevryhting he is. he is the ultimate inspiration for anythign to do with the arts. for me at least. true friend.
I'll skip eevrythign else today... regarding the issue of being a hypocrit, I am NOT a hypocrit. i dotn say one thign and do another. shit. there was soemhtign iw as angry about. that thing that provoked this though in me, in the first place.. now i forgot.... oh right, weddings! god. i ahte going to weddings, where i got no freaking clue who is getting married. i mean nothing to the bride and groom. i dont care about teh grooms dad or mom, or whoever cares. the bride and groom are the most important, and if i dont know them why should i go. me and sis i talked about his before many times. all family functions for that matter. Its all about politics, and putting up a good show. makes me freaking sick to me stomach. which is one reason i love my cousins. no hang ups, no put ons. nothign to lie about of force each otehr into. theya re definitely the most important people to me. my cousins. nothign gets anymore genuine than them. Angappan family; to them i owe. and at the same time i thik about the geenration before us, and its so dams ad. what ahs ahppened to sucha beautiful family. sigh. i will continue oh my lord to do all my actions for the love of you. words to live by.
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