playing catch up

well no one lieks to play catch up. intrestingly enough, pakistan seems to be doing a good job at it. right... out of point. haha. iw as referign to my blog. my thoughts. so much has gone by. so little has been written. i dunno what to do. let it be? seems a very slip shot way of handling it. not what i would liekt o do. not what a true leader would do. but i guess thats just what i'm gonna do.

leadership. brought that up for three reasons. maybe more. wah. assistant head prefect. No, for the last time i dont feel any special. i dotn mean to sound stuck up, but i have always felt like assistant head prefect. it feels so natural. there is no difference. haha. come Hwa chong's studnet elader's convention. I wanna go for it. its a chance to improve my leadership. soemthign i wanna do. Then scouts, i really need to decide what i'm gonna do. Stop, or work for VSS? i dunno. Then there is this journalism workshop that sounds pretty intresting. hmphhh. bleah. I decide now.
work for VSS and NYAA silver, by june. During June holidays i go for the hwa chong leader;'s conventiona nd that one day jounalrism workshop. after that it all ends. by mid june all my commitments end. yes. That is how it will be. That is ALL. enough is enough. It has to end sooner or later.


Friends are great. family is great too. i love them all. dad's birthday was 6th. bougt him coffee cake. haha. one day tooe arly though. he liekd it. then came my cousin's and my aunt's birthday. Messaged my mom, and bought her a little doll kitten. was cute. she broguht me out for swenson's. thatw as last night. haha. tried toc all my cuz, but he wasnt at home. darn. i like people to like me. to know that i remember tehri birthday. it's important to me. thoguh obviously i only remember birthdays when they tell me when it is. liek fatimah, told me her's is 21st. haha. need to find a way to give her a present. i'll think of something. 23rd, shakespeare's birthday. I owe him. He had given me inspiration when iw as down and life when i was dead. not many people can appreciate him. a great person he was. i'll be seeing maryam on tuesday during SYF. intrestignly im more excited bout meetign her than the SYF itself. tahts wrong. cant blame me. tahst teh kind of person i am. and i wont change that for anyone.

I owe alot of people alot of things. here is one long shot of people i want tot hank. Hers goes; Kyle, wilfred, matthew, mr roshan, mr thompson, marc, amma, acha, anna, vicnan'nna, peter, theodore, christopher, jeremy, alex, nadia, mr chew, mdm sim, sharron, sylvia, si chung, david, david, michael, joshua, linus, brendan, justin, jason, billy, jerome, faridah, siti, sittappa, saranea, mayam, inderpal, mr gill, Paul Jon, joshua, bryan, jasveer, ivan, selvam, mathan, forrester, mr kuppusammy, miss teo, miss siva, mr tan, max, pao, jonny.