Nodoby wants to be alone in the world. What the fuck is wrong with me.... Sigh. I'm jut a kid. Fist simple plan song i ever heard. haha. nice song. Wow. i fel tired. DAM tired.
Fuck lah. i dotn spend fire hours ont he computer! well... i dunno if idid. i dont time myself do i? who does. anyway so what if i did. its friday. in the words of zenn. "why not. its the holidays. ic an do whatever i want." haha. i found that so straightforward. haha. to the point. sighs. but im in my family. and i live this life. so yeah. theres the shit.
wake up. went straight to chong boon for teh panel discussion. haha. marc coulddnt make it. Im chair. Woah. haha. feels funny. its a public event on top of that. but its not that biga deal..so yeap. haha. teh people there were nice. alls ec 3s. haha. vanessa, najib, randy, mae and kexian. yeap. mae struck me as more verbal than the rest. strong personality. ah whatever. doesnt matter. haha.
so i get home and received a message from maryam. like wow; after so long. haha. and before i can even reply, dad gets on my back. honestly. i just felt like trapped at that moment. there is nothing i CAN do here. so i just went to my room turned on the radio covered my face with a pilow and...slept. woke up when my dad turned off the radio. haha. "i sense a disturbance in the force". whatever. became late for piano class. crappy. piano was nice. dad was talking about quittign piano on the way there. dont want! i love piano. just cause im hardly home to play it doesnt mean i dont like it. sighs. aunty eunice agreed to nominate me for the VJC DSA. haha. tahst one. hmphhhh.
Im dead tired now. haha. goign for theodore's house tonight for a BBQ. life is clockword for me. thats the great thing. things always fall in place. so im gonna call peter and maybe he'll come with me. fer his sister's birthday. theodore i mean, notpeter. haha. last time i went was for theodore's birthday. ahha. yesh. bbqs. nice. quiet family and clsoe friends thing. not exactly a wild party. or what was that word she used? social gatherings. haha. how funky is that. social gatherings. im sorry. i just like that term. "social gethering"....okay. i'm gonna stop now before its gets even more annoying. sigh. you gusy have no idea how tired i am. Prey for my exam results. And this thursday's inter-religious discussion. yay. now i gotta call peter and get ready for theodore's thing.
Ive got 40 bucks savings this month. should is ave it for movies this june or buy an album? i need to get two birthday presents. and make one. haha. i never buy presenst for relatives. actually i do. when i have no time. but if i prepare for birthdays in advance i usually make the presents. yeap. june. so near yet so far.
regardless what i say in this blog i still love my dad with all my heart. he's a great guy. in every sense of the word. emotions from random moments dont decide a person's character. their whole life does. Hinduism right there. haha. Going OLPS tomorrow. musnt forget. sigh. SO SLEEPY.
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