In an earlier round.

haha. we went down in an earlier round. and sugar were goign down swinging. ahha. that so fits with my moto. if we go down we go down with style. with our heads held up. "knock me down ill keep on moving" as the song says. its the art of losing. ahha. the art of having fun. the art of changing your life around when your down. the art of living.


i was looking forward to friday since... last week i think. and yestrday i did have fun. and thats whats important. the fun we had. the closeness and networking of friends. the chance to meet. relax. and have fun. sigh. and what a great morning this is too. relaxed. quiet. calm. which is what life i all about. some parts have to be peaceful. some parts for reflecting. soem parts for having fun. sigh. but the most important thing of all. is to never let small things get you down. like losing the debates. ist not important. whats importnat is that we gave our all. and i did that for the second round. and frankly speaking i could not have been more proud of myself. yesh. hahas. so jasvir. we did what had to be done. and it doesn matter we lost. in fact i must admit i find t pretty amusing. sigh. some thing we just need to let go. like that scgs girl. let go of her. no point holding grudegs i mean. and im saying this to myself more than anything. sighs. haha.

friends are not necessarily people that are always there for you. no, thats a suicide hotline. friends are special people. who mean something to you. who you can relate to. who you can share with. who can talk to you. who can be quiet with you. they are people like marc. zenn. selvam, jas. ben ow, mao. alfred. kyle. dora. and the list really does go on and on. and on and on. you guys know who you are. paveena, sexy, de wei... nicole, chartchee.... crecent girl debators. haha. in your own ways. you guys have made an impact in my life. and that is life. and that is the small world we live in today. that isolate example of Singapore. sigh.

thanks for the music scores and the early birthday present. wow. i swear, thats like the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me. the enxt best being , marc's christmas present last year. yeah. haha.

wednesday, i got alex's birthday party to go for. haha. yay. well, it seems kinda pointless listing out the details of what happened last night. for that read other people's blog. i'm just in the mood to write, reflect and enjoy life.. for this moment. homeowork, studying, o level preparations can be done later... haha. yay.

take a step back. breathe in. and exit.