Sunday, October 30, 2005

alittle but of variety.

Bro's comin home tomorrow. oh sweet joy. haha. my room is SO ugly now! ahhh! i swear. green and black bedsheets(nice), beige curtain(not nice) comforters with lambs, moons, turtle with top hats and whatnot (Wrong time period of my life), books all over the place (adds character to the room. but no, it wont do in the long run)

sigh. a horrible mess of colours and crap. sigh. anyways. i have a new policy. no discussing of family fights in blog. cuase id just rather not remember. today was a bad morning. =S

My Mom to my Dad, "he is alot like you. in the morning he's grumpy. but in the evening he is veyr cheerful" haha. too true. the night rocks. what can be done about it

i like the life i lead right now. less TV. less computer. more...solitude. alot more solitude. just going to the libraryt o study. when i need soemthing i walk to marine parade. its so.. isolated. and yet liberated at the same time. no more meeting up with friends. no more confusing arrangements. i mean, sure i like those. but now. this life will do for now. all friends i meet will be by random conincidence. yeah. you might call it sad. but hey. this is the o levels. its just for these few weeks. so, yeah. this is how its gonna be. yeah.

shalala. happy birthday nicole and joshua. rock on bro.

about this whole writiten entries thing. hhaa. its different. im making a stand here. im excersing creativity. thats what my life is gonna be built on. tahts whats getting me by. creative energy. poetry, song writing, music writing, story telling, writing, the whole works. its all that gets me by. and its whats gonna get me through this life.

anyways, back to my point! haha. ill write when i feel like writing. it will be an on and off thing. cause we need variety. yeah. haha. so yeaps. haha. things cant be one way. like i told kubo today. a good leader is flexible. and reasonable. mmhmm.

by the way. can anyone help me redo my template? haha. please? just contact me. ill love you for one day. haha. in an emotional way, of course. haha.

so good night. and a beautiful night it is indeed.

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