Hmmm. I have no idea how i fel right now. pissed. sad. or excited. or happy. i know. its a very weird combo.
Yesterday morning and afternoon, there is no doubt that i was happy. high. hyper active. happy. haha. yeah. But then coming home.. and my family and... wow. amazing how things and days can chage by mere comments and remarks.
So this morning i was bent on being as mean and bitchy as possible to everyone. but thtas unfair. and thats crappy. so no. im just going stay the nice guy, i am. haha. and No, its not a bad thing to tell a guy he's a nice guy. unless he's some macho, tetestrone pumped loser.
anyways, today i need to meet nicholas. i need to stay out of the house. cause coming home means cleaning. and coming home means i dont study. so i stay out. at 6 something i meet selvam. and mao. and anyone else who is going for the fashion fiesta. im gonna go there. hang lose. enjoy. im gonna be happy. yeap.
"Rishik! one step at a time." mr chew. i can do that. haha. yeah. ill try. i dunno why. but im letting life overwhelm me. watch out. one day im gonna come and grab life by the horns. watch out. im almost there. remember my name. Rishik Vijay Menon. ill be larger than anything this earth has seen before. Just need to get over this step first.
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