make you stutter

kay.. i know i have like an appointment with shane, kyle and the rest, soemtime NOW, but heck. i got to do this post, cause its been behind since last saturday. and i owe myself that much. haha. sigh..



so saturday i didnt go for piano class, or play badminton. seemed like every court in the east as booked. so, yeah. but you know what. i was gonna spend my time at home. cause the body just seems to rot at home. and you feel bad about yourself. and heck man. you aint ever gonna ground me. ill go out when i want. and thats just what i did. threw on my recreational skates, and hit the road. it was amazing. the breeze, the weather, the silence. captivated me, just like it used to in the old days. sigh. and that was comforting to know. that im still the old rishik. my dreams have not been crushed yet. ahha. i got older, but im still young. sigh. skated for like two and a half hours non stop. from pasir ris to bedok reservoir, to a really confused place. it was in the aljunied GRC, but th police station was "kembangan-sengkan" and the spectacle shop behind clearly said, "tampinese Optics." and the road i was "bedok reservoir road"... skated along the estate for awhile, but the wetness wasnt good for my wheels. so i started making my way back to pasir ris. and when i got home, my bro was gonna go out. and he invited me to watch emily rose with him. haha. so being the impulsive person i was i said yes, and before i knew it i was walking with him to orchard to meet saras, and watch the 930 show. only we didnt make it. so we tried to catch the 1040 show. only it was sold out. so we resigned to watching the 1120 show of Noel. was an OKAY ish movie. except one guy got me feeling depressed. just wanted to hug him, or something, and give him chocolate. but hell, its a movie. got home late that night. slept.



sunday was sweet. played badminton with kubo at joo chiat cc. and then this p4 kids started playing after our time was up. and intresting enough, they challenged us. haha. okay. was a good game. i like badminton. only i kinda got blisters from playing barefoot. its not my fault the shoes i wore had like zero gripping capabilities. yeahs. was gonna go to school to see the scouts. didnt stay long at all. went home almost immediately. was pretty tired. at home, was cleaning up. and my cold hadnt cleared. still snivelling now for that matter, but its not important. so yeah. cleaned, had dinner, watched alittle bit of spirit. haha. i think he dies in the end. didnt wtach the end. i had other things to do. like skate. this time, aggresive.



wow. last night was good. okay, fine, im a newbie at aggresive. i admit. i might not be able to jump over curbs, or 180 or whatever. but note this. i have no training. i have no trainer. in pasir ris, im the lone aggresive skater there is. and its pretty tough learning on your own, kay. but whatever, i seemed to have mastered the soul grind. yeah. haha. and i actually attempted a backside soul grind. and it was pretty decent. yeah. wow. skatign around pasir ris. from pasir ris west to pasir ris east to pasir ris elias. felt good. haha. got home at 2. so anywyas, now i need to wait for willy to finish his exams, so i can ask him to teach me. or help me. or soemthing. sigh. cant wait..



anywyas now id be going for bball. and some people should be at the multipurpose hall skating. might join them later. and tonight, i MUST go buy what i have been planning to buy for a while now. this is my last chance. better do it. haha. tuesday is the outing! haha. yipee.



man.. holidays shoudl be free right? not really. so many thing i feel i gtg. havent read much since the KL trip. still stuck with wuthering heights. then i got to clean the study room cupboard so i can bring it up to my room. yay. and then... i got my daily friends commitments. like going out tomorrow, or playing badminton, or bball. then there is my own skating needs. aggresive in line needs dedication. if im serious about it. and i am. so yeah. then there are small little things i always wanted to do. like make the prefect badges. Arthur if your reading this, HELP! prefect badges. and wow. paino class on wednesday! i hardly have time to practise my exam peices, save time for anyother peices? and if i cant even do piano what about bass? dammit. Hahha. ironically im supposed to figure out the tabs for "dammit". sadly i have no idea when the next jamming session will be. then there are debates. sigh. might as well forget about movies, or getting a job. haha. never wanted a job anyway. i need my freedom.




freedom. wow. if anyone ever taped all the conversations i had with zenn, they coudl make a teen based indie movie about life. haha. and all the fuck it entails. sigh. the toast: "This is for St pats...this is for CJC.... this is for all the fucked up exams of our beloved country" sigh....



midnight. ill be waiting. that is my time of the day to shine. between dusk and dawn. and now i better be off. bball. yay.