sorry for that

tralalla. brothers having a party now. and i think i mentioned in my earlier entry. im sick. lietrally. sick. stuffed nose. head ache. and when i woke up, bad stomach ache. i blame the lack of food in the house. and the dust. waaay too much dust. dam you dust! DAM YOU! DIE, die DIE! sigh....



so that means i didnt go out for a movie with marc, mao and whoelse. actually. i didnt go out with them cause my dad dragged me off to go have lunch together and then go shopping for my bro's party. sigh... my nose is being annoying....


so im sick. im sneezing every five minutes. so didnt go for class gathering. didnt see miss siva. missing all my ol class mates. well not MISSING them in the emotional sense. missing as in, im not seeing them soon. and... yeaah. i dont really miss people very often. well.... not most people. but... kay nvm. forget i said anything. im losing track of my own logic right now.


so today, which could have been a nice activity packed day for me, turned out to be a shitty loser day. a day where i experience what a loser does. a day where i do loser things, and not make up for it in any cool way. a day spent


watching TV
going to pasir ri library
doing stupid quizzes on the internet
reading wikipedia about jeyeretnam, david marshall, and other opposition party websites
sneezing.
making coffee.




Tadaa. its official. i classify myself a dam loser. but the quizzes i do seem to think otherwise. dumbass quizzes....


according to the quizzes I
AM OKAY WITH EMO (how much do you hate emo)
FUCKING HELL KNOW MY STUFF (how well do you know punk rock)
AM INDEPENDENT (how popular are you)
AM A SKATER (what group do you belong to)
AM GOTH (what group do you belong to)
AM PUNK (what group do you belong to)
AM EMO (what group do you belong to)
AM A LONER (what group do you belong to)
AM WICCAN (what religion should i have)
AM STUCK IN THE 90s (what decade am i stuck in)
HAVE WICCAN BLOOD (what blood runs through me)
NOT STRAIGHT EDGE (are you straight edge)
SO DAM ASIAN YOUR RICE (how asian are you)
I AM A WORLD UNITED NATIONALIST (what political ideology are you)
alot more shit.....



fuck these quizes man. fuck it all. its all dam stereotyping. im not anything. im not punk, emo, metal, wiccan, whatever shit. i am unique. we all are. you cant dam sterotype people. its annoying. but then again. i guess its my own freaking problem for doing those quizzes. was asking for it. hahaha. sigh. sadness.




yesterday went for ryan's party. didnt go to the brass basah guitar shop. from what shane and jonny (4e3) said the queue was like looping around the whole building. wow. i guess thats what happens when there is a 50% discount. as for me? ill just keep my fingers crossed that the 200 dollar bass guitar set is still there at peninsula. shalalla.



party was good. what else can i say. people are funny when they are drunk. and
"Me? Nope. Not drunk. Its all in the mind!!"

sigh. dancing, eating, drinking. thats all there was to it. and a few losers upstairs gaming, and a certain one loser surfing porno. sigh. no comment here.


in response to china black. it was crowded. and filled with bengs. ewww. gross. i left. went to macs with zenn and dharvin to drink milkshake and enjoy the nightlife. period.




got these sad little smses yesterday when at ryans party. was sad. was someone's new years resolution. oh well. it pertubes me slightly. but whatever. new year. new start. somethings you got to get over. this is wanted you wanted. live with it.



the week ahead?
who knows? who cares?
carpe diem, my brothers, and sisters.