when everything you get is, everything you wanted... which one would you prefer??
you get what you want. or do we get what we deserve? if you ask me, frankly, its the former. thats how life seems to work. its just we dont always admit to what we want at times.
hello! how was your friday? good? yes, mine was good too... well, hey! look at the time. i really shoudl run alogn now. was great chatting with you though. really was. we must catch up some time. see ya soon!
(oh dont you know it)
todays was cool. didnt rain. hmmm. not bad. then we heard the bang. "CRACK-A!" whilst we were doing the laundry in the backyard. sigh. could just be a false alarm of course. doesnt have to be rain. on the bright side it could just have been a bomb blast. yeaps.
i dotn like being ignored. i dont. sigh. at least i have friends.
todays the day started off with a break again. so the CH gathere and we were talking and haha. im finally starting to feel a place. no doubt. its nice enough. chances of me staying are like 60% man. if my results are good enought. thats a heavy factor. sigh. i can so easily imagine me getting like 16 or 18 points, and totally freaking out. haha. gosh, that would really suck. sighs... nvm. i can do it. less than 10, less than ten.
ive gained a reputation of eating slowly. which is true. mostly cause our breaks are like one two hours long, and im just pacing myself. haha. nothign wrong.
KI kicked ass! hahaha! they played PINK FLLOYD"S THE WALL!! its dam cool lah! okay they didnt play the full show, but the main song! they played the main song! YEAH! and like just one week after i watched it. "HEY! TEACHERS! LEAVE THEM KIDS ALONE!!" wohooo! 70s/80s rock kicks ass. the godfathers and pioneers of punk. sigh. anyways... i seem to feel comfortable now. i really can identify people. make myself known. make an impact. do what i have come here to do. haha. sigh. but still i hate LAN.
but nonethelss, followed kenny, zhi kai, han meng, linette, deepti and... wait thats all. yeah. so we went to play CS. and then battlefield. and as usual my ass got kicked. ran into jorge and joseph and alex and... that short fat indian scout in sec 2. dam. whats his name... raaa...raaa... raa something. heck. after lanning and feeling sea sick, and depressed (youd feel depressed too if you got killed so many time) deepti linette and i went for th SCIP thingamajig. saw alot of people there. kind of intimidating. competition is scarry at times. especially at a place like TJ. as ridwan was telling me about, in context to the large number of people there were goign to cut out for the hockey try outs. and wow. out of ALL those people, less than half are gonna becoem councillors in the end. sigh. oh well. thats not a concern of mine. my aims are slightly higher. haha. if you know what i mean.
things to take note of.
1)bringcash for Graphing calculator of thurdsay
2)practise hockey in the weekend
3)practise piano tonight
4)finish all my homework
5)think about my KI homework (find 2 pictures that speak to me.)
6)something else. im sure there is. oh well...
sunday brandon wants to go out.
tonight i think there is soemthing going on. so now i have to check around. good bye.
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