im so.....but thats okay

shalalla. as long as your alive. here i am.



haha! JC rocks. bite that. the freedom. the movement. the, do whatever you want-ness of it all. and most of all; THE LITERATURE! HAH!



I can do literature, finally after my sad two year starvation. and man today's class was great. yipee. i feel good. the poems werent what made me happy. it was the fact i could decipher the poem. this initial confidence booster. I got what it takes! say it with me. " its all in hips... its all in the hips..."



anyways... RAIN! rain rocks huh. wow. and for so many days too. only crappy thign is, plabnned bbq today might be hampered. bbq with dharvin and, as he would say, "da crew". im incharga chips and sausages. good stuff. plus we planning to go OCH in the dusk. and be home before 6. haha. of course i gotta ask my parents. yeaps... shalallalee.


tomorrow afternoon meeting shane for shopping. sounds weird, yeah, two guys shopping. but hey. we shop for cool stuff. which we desperately need. like jeans. so there. lay off.

tomorrow evening, meeting the gang at PS, for reunion. sweets. its been long. sigh.


today was so weird. after being dismissed i felt so lost. i had no where to go. i was free. no meetings, no flag lowering, no tuition, no extra class...nothing. i was truly free. felt so weird. so i went to the library. yays. fell asleep. couldnt help myslef could I? sometimes the rain is just overwhelming.



to clearify with all my readers (which isnt alot. in fact i think i can name all three of them. Anna, shane and nicholas), about KI. i know i said i didnt qualify last tuesday. but hey. apparently i made it. just didnt get called up for the interview. so yeahs. haha. beat that! oh, and sharaf and farah all made it to KI too. yeaahs. haha. sweet. so my subject combi in full will be:


H2 Chemistry
H2 Physics
H2 Maths
H2 KI
H1 Literature
H1 TLB
H1 PW



oooh lalala. things are working out.


dont see the need to talk about anything else. neaah. better go buy the chips and sausages soon.


"im killing in the rain. im living in your expectations"


Now, for the chorus of onelinedrawing's smile... (drums please...)
"so put it up on your faaaaaace! hallelujah! and these tears will all go byyyy! anything i can dooo, to help ya through it! I just love to see yeerr smiiile!!!!"