surreal is the world which i live. the conversations i have, to my interactions with everyone around me. surreal and magical. and in two weeks time i get my O level results. no wait, one week... Man. and it doesnt even feel relatively important anymore. life is more than that. honestly. things are losing importance. i was once grounded, but right now im floating. im missing my anchor. plus to top it off, im sick. grrr.... sickness is not my friend.
top it off with whipped cream and a cherry. now i dont usually eatc herries but i did this time. mmmm. wasnt nice or anything. but it was barable. eat what i can. rishik cant afford to stay small. he eats alot now... crap man...
im spending all my money of food. and stationery. i swear. aiyah... like that how, boy? how to afford 600 dollar samsung digi cam/MP3 player. meeeeeh. gosh. i never wanted anythign this expensive before. sigh. i would never have the guts to ask. nope. all i can do is save.
sighs... im sick... very very sick... gaaaah. hate being sick. hahahas. oxymoron of the day: "
Stay home and get well soon.
meow. not happening. sigh. so i went out. went mustafa with de wei, nadia and shankar. i bought files. and loads of tissue paper along the way. hahaha.
i WANT coffee and biscuits.. and marshmellows...
i NEED to finish my work.
i see....
i should never ever play scissors paper stones with geetha. hahaha. it will never end. hahaha. sigh. pure crap lah. hahahha.
sigh. so now i now how lynnana felt when her name was used by mr tagboard faker. pissed. sigh. but this is life. and yeah, you move on.
before the day ends i shall finish AT LEAST my KI presentation and my debate speeches.
chem, physics and maths tutorials can be done tomorrow. hahha.
Suspension by Mae. sweet.
and just like that, i guess im out of your life. is this what you wanted? sigh... thats what it looks like. cause honestly, i dont understand anymore. please educate me if im wrong. but dont ever assume ill know. nope. i dont know anything anymore...
sigh. time to update my template. seeing as how i no longer attend st pat's or am committed to newletter, prefects or whatnot. ahhaha. sigh. life goes on.
i intend to do community service at darma muneesveram temple every sunday. yaps.
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