suffocating

Smashed into peices by silverstien. surprisingly catchy melody. shalalala.



Of course id love to try the high road. but then, i gotta be good to myself. sigh.



i guess i gotta make a sacrifice. saturday or friday. i wanna go for debates. actually you know what. i DONT want to go. flat out. i would so much rather be having the bbq with my new friends, or practising hockey, especially when making the cut for the team is going to be so hard. but this is the thing.


I want to make my mark in debates. i want to do my best. i want to be noticed. and as that teacher IC person, miss princess or soemthing like that, said: going for this will definitely change their impression of me. sighs. always about impression. so make one. tomorrow there is hockey at 430. immediately after PE. and me and kenny are kinda set on training for the road run. i got to get back into shape. i got to start running again. sigh.



oh, i quit as maths rep. haha. i get what i want. saw that? jackson is the new maths rep. also my nominee. haha. i will always get what i want eventually. it just so happens, i might not want it at that point of time.



so ill be off now. "like white noise"


Ben ow: "you dont come, i dotn give you present" hahaha. gosh. you have no idea how much i really want to come man. no idea. sigh. miss ya all. the whole lot.


I FOUND GRAD NITE PICS OF ME!! in the class yahoogroups thing.

yay. thank god for modern technology. and the cool dudes who took my photo. you rock.



and one trademark pic of me sleepign in bio class. i think my TJ friends will know this part of me too, by now. ahhaha. sigh. yeap. thats me.

good night. dang mouth ulcer.
DIE UL
CER DIE!! ARGHHH! sooo annoying.