A source of pride

A source of pride:

I went to thaipusam today. I went jamming today. I went to PK's birthday party. I enjoyed myself.


Source of sadness: Its a full moon today. and as i stood outside my house today, emptying the grabage and i stared into the forest, it felt nostalgic. And its been some seriously long time since i last sat down and wrote a poem, or savoured the night. just like how i used to. and i miss that. just friday was talking to zenn on the train. he asked when was the last time i went to the park. and i cant remember my reply. but it HAS been long. he then mentioned this place. a peice of state land. which we could go fishing at. and just camp out. maybe start a fire. and relax. camp out. haha. sounded good. siigh...


Thaipusam in the morning. woke up at god knows when. went to temple, walked, came back. didnt sleep... neaah. more or stoned.


and so at 1130 shane reminded me i was supposed to go jammin. hahaha. and yes i was late. as usual. met Tammy, mao and alf. and jonny was later than me of course. jade music is small. five people could barely fit. played. rocked. had fun.
then we went to cityhall BK for lunch. was joined by alfred's *ahem* friend.

"your always late" Alfred to me. its true. hahaha.



went to meet siti, sitapa and maygalai'kka. went to their place for peque's bday. he's dam cute lah. haha. and dam big. was slobering all over me. and when it came to singing 'happy birthday' he was super cute. he was jumping from person to person, eyes bright and barking. hahaha. wow. he coudl tell something was going on. really amazing.


after cake cutting, i kinda fell asleep. was shagged. after which got up and went for dinner with siti, sitappa and mayagail'kka. at bedok food centre. or as glenn and shane used to call it. BK. bedok korner. or soemthing like that i think. i got bad memory. haha. maybe it was someone else.


went home. and yeaps.


tomorrow goin temple for bhakti classes. monday rehearsin for lit production. tuesdayis lit thingy. wednesday i was asked to MC for some quiz. haha. yay. Thats really something. considering ive been in TJ for 6 weeks and their asking me to MC. yipeee.



stay in TJ? go CJ...

dam bull... i dont know lah.. something in my gut just tells me im going to stay in TJ. cause going CJ is just so hard. convincing parents, the traveling there every morning from pasir ris, the general attitude towards CJ. and the presumption that i like TJ. im cool with it. but its just lacking something.. i dunno what. but something...


but ill stay in TJ. for the simple reason im there. so at which, i now console myself...



Come on. friends dont have to be constrained within a single JC. And ill find my own way to be happy. i still got my guitar. i still got my skates. i still got my pen. yeaps... thats just gotta do fer now.



My dreams in life: Start my own newspaper in singapore to rival the straits times. Own a lounge/ club/cafe thingy. Retire as a priest. Never lose my love for literature and music.


yeas.



goodnight.