flipping through career guide2006. hmms...teacher. broadcast jounalist. PR officer. radio producer/presenter. reporter. so many choices....
and now im feeling this sweeping sense of non-motivation. where i lack any passion. im lacking my spirit. maan...
still have not done my application. ill do it tonight. heck. ill do it now... ill do it.
met nicholas today regarding the emceeing on wednesday. he remembered me as the guy who appealed into TJ. haha. yeah. haha. and yeah. kidna guilted me into staying into TJ. yeah, it does make me feel guilty. appealing and now considering CJ... but so many teachers are telling me: Go where ill be happy...
And this feeling of non-motivation isnt exacly a joyful feeling. non-motivation. no its not a real word even. but i shall use it for lack of a thesauras.
another possibility for my semi-unhappiness could be family. but thats all personal. sigh.
today went to macs to teach nicholas gn chem. sigh. my chem is good. i mantain that. i might get b3 but my chem is STILL one of the best. lay off. haha.
sigh. uninteresting day...
i need to get out of the house... thats what i need...
or maybe i need to talk.
soemthing is veryy wrong. its not in Temasek JC. Its everywhere. soemthing is wrong in my world. life just went from sweet to tasteless and dry. and its making me choke from confusion.
today i went around with teh lasallian road run card. fileld up 4/5ths the card. what can i say im goood. hahah. and at the same time i sold out. Raime and nicholas agreed to gimme 4 dollas if i stayed in TJC... and thats how i decided to stay. In the interest of my alma mater, i shall stay in tj. whata matyr i am. haha. i know... sigh.
apparently the sikh twins are sham and ram. and today they were asking for bangla bob. hahah. Bangla bob. haha. i thought it was bhangra bob! oh heck. twas good while it lasted.
so listen to avantasia i shall.
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