mardy bum by arctic monkeys is dam nice.
eating cup noodles for dinner. improvement from apples indeed.
Ki essay due monday. sports carn tomorrow. saturday i got debates. or leadership workshop. whatever.
i start to care less and less about school service. sigh. and i really just wanna hang out with my friends again. and this is way different from st pats where your friends WERE fellow leaders.
tomorrow night i wanna do something for my com..
why rishik why. sc investiture is over... im just counting the days towards the JCTs. then its gonna be to the days till next year's hc handover... just a little bit more man! a little bit more! almost there. ahha.
the pain is temporary.
but glory is forever.
i dont know what to blog about anymore...
sigh. its just all these various lives i lead. all wearing out my shoulder. and i really dont like some of them. but its just there, weighing down. and its hard to lead the live i wanna live anymore. and the reluctance in my face grows clearer and clearer. a good life, but still not quite what i intended for. and its saddening knowing that i put myself through this, that this happened becuase of me.
but ill find a way to get back. things will work itself out sooner or later. it always will.
soon enough. soon enough. ill meet my old friends again.
g'night.
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