blame your cat

"Im sick of soup of the day man... its about time we make a decision."
hahahahha. oh my god... i love mitch hedberg.


i likes yakult...



getting into "academy is" songs again. soemhtign about them, just reminds me so much of last year, this time. where i was happy. siiigh...



was goign through all my cards, and affirmations and letters and songs and random writings ive written or were written to me, last night. and it just felt good. and the smiley feeling took over me again. and i just wanted to talk to someone about it... but after a short lived sorrowful checking off, i realised maybe its only fate i enjoy this moment on my own.



anyways, heres my poem fer today.


its called,

Ages of redundant dreaming. by rishik Vijay Menon


Its kinda hard
Its kinda awkward
for me to explain this
(or even want to for that matter)


its kinda strange
Its oh, so changed
and yet it feels like it hasnt
(or not that way its meant to happen)


i know im feeling kinda zoned (out)
i swear its the meds
i swear its the moment
making me feel, oh, so goddam home now!

AND
I owe you more than
words can say
or words rearranged
into verse..


I'm keeping all my
wishes the same
and they never changed
and i still dream they might work....

work... oh work....oh tragicalllyy ironic, if it worked....