cough cough!

cough cough!!

haha. and so when people ask "why", your supposed to answer "why not". or something... now we learn... hmmmmm....



nicholas is back from cambridge... and this is all i have to say to you:

YOU LUCKY ASS!!! =P meeeh....



today was a sleepy day. but a nice one. one which didnt really feel wasted away sleeping or lazy. but one where you actually felt yourself learning and enjoying the weather at the same time. ahha. apparently it IS possible... hmmm..



lit today we talked bout our perfect world.
so a world without order. no logic. or at least where logic doesnt apply. no rules. no reason. no argumentation applies, cause everything is random. nothign is predicatble. nothing is real. all thats left is emotions, feelings, sensation, and life. and you live for living, and you dont ask why, and you accept and life goes on, as it always does. i know somehow its still missing something. but you cant have it all, can you. =s



selvam's sending me fray online. wheee... niceness...



silk road talk on saturday... dunno if i should go. hmm. if its JUST me and kenneth, its really kinda gay. but ah well. i DO wanna do h3 history. hmmm... ah wells...



after school went to starbucks again with lizzy to study. saw ho rey there. hahaha. cool. learnt how to fold a heart. read history, and econs. drank warm milk and slept. ahhaha... and was good... needed the sleep. specially since i was deprived the chance in tamil class. mr subra made me sit next to him to go through EVERYTHING.. two straight hours man. sigh. insane. ah well. things we do fer education. haha.and ro avoid TLB next year. haha. as if.



but the starbucks aunty is really funky. she smiles alot and tries to guess my orders. sadly it changes too often to be predicted. ahha. oh well. shes still nice.



pool and parks. siigh. those days are so near. like in another room is an apartment block. you just know somewhere in that block, soemthings going on in one of those rooms. but you dont know which room. but you feel it. so undeniably strong, the intuition. but so sadly unjustifiable.



im off to sleep. if i had a curfew id probably eb past it.
gnights.