yesterday was my aunt and uncle's birthday. tomorrow my cousins. day after India's... last friday, soefie... a few weeks from now, zenn's. and then mine. and millions of others all around the world, im sure. haha. ah welll... not that its of any significance. people are born all the time i mean. no reason to get all excited and stuff, is there... is there?
and today i had one of the best dinners ever. it was like a proper dinner with my family and my grandma, and she made chicken curry and it was amazaing. i swear, looking at the oil glisten on the pot brimming with chicken drums and potato chunks far from put me off. in fact, it drew me in and i never wanted to come out again. and wow. dont think i ever had such a great helpings before for home cooked food, and it has been AGES i emphasize this again, A-G-E-S since i last had real chicken cury. and it was beautiful. and what made it really worthwhile was the fact that my parents were there at the table with me, and so was my grandma, and that my grandma actually didnt want to start eating until i came home. sigh..
so that really explained why i chose to leave lizzy alone at starbucks siglap, to rush home. cause of my grandma. and i suppose it was worth it. even though i did kinda feel bad. hmmmphs...
so yes i studied today. went to NLB in the morning with radhika and her friends. did lit essay, slept and studied. then decided to go starbucks siglap, to start on me history essay, and study a bit more...
sigh. studying so much these days. feel so proud. ahhaha. more proud then i felt lazing at home during the national day hols.. sigh. now THAT really sucked. siigh...
study study study.... i dunno why my parents so desperately want to get a scholarship. its firghteningly a hell load of pressure. and i dont even know if i can do it. and i dont even know WHAT i wanna do... what do i do with this life....
sigh... presuming i actually qualify fer h3 history, it means two research papers next year. in the first sem! the sem where i, as house capt, will be handling the road run, track and field meet, temasek titans, sports carnival, house com camp, council camp, 1st orientation, CNY carnival and most importantly first orientation. oh, and all my little alpha house functions to top. ALL in the first semester... all in the first semester...sigh.
anywyas tomorrow id be doing more studying and more HRC meetings...
dont think theres much to say on that matter, besides, "i sure cant wait till all this is over".
gnight. my bro comes back to singapore tomorrow.
gdngiht.
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