every reason to break down

weird days.
you know its gonna be.
especially when you wake up with 'master of puppets' playing in ur head... hmmm... weird, yes.



fucking emo. from endlessly ascendingly sky high to lows so bad i get reminded of the damp in my eyes from a long time ago.



birthdays are just emotional days. the worst kind of roller coasters in the theme park of life. adolscenthood,i tell myself... and be strong. its kinda strange to be most vulnerable at a time when so many people are there for you.



thanks to my classmates and my friends in TJ who made me feel, worth my 17 years of life.
to my friends from st pats and my st pats days for making me feel appreciated.
to my family for reminding me that im loved.



fast and furious soundtrack sounds kickass. would be nice to hear it at my house function. if we have one at all. sigh. freaking depressing. damn administration. you dont just do this to us. student leaders my ass. who are we really kiddin here? siigh. i just thought that inspite of the faccade, well hey, at least, at the end of the day, the job still gets done right?... sigh.



and no, the realization that we might not be able to use the innospace for the alpha fucntion isnt whats got me down.




i think we found someone to buy the house.



events turn, for good or for bad, but noentheless all events beg for a little sleep at the end.



so i run.