ooohs

yes yes... its true. im still listening to the fray's 'cable car'... siigh. how can you NOT love that song.


its kinda like pon and zi. you really cant not love them. maybe in real life, when emo gets all whiny and overbaring, but online... come one! its just too dam sweet la.



siigh. and today was our last debate session with hansel. sigh. was so fun. talking so much crap and shit. haha. and very frankly i think this was one of my personal favourite performances ever. whoot.
"so why didnt you challenge their definition!?"
"hahahaha! ehh... it was more fun this way. ahhaha"
"fair enough..."


hahaha. kinda surprised he actually said that. haha. ah well. life is good.


didnt get to drink wit marc, fred and mao today. naaw. sigh. sad. kinda surprised too, actually. its true. ive always got my way, havent I. didnt really think this day would come. ahhha. siigh. i AM too spoilt.



econs and maths and lit test tomorrow. mmhmmm....
like im so prepared aint I. yay.



woaah-ohhh ohhh sweet child of mine!


school today was fine. only class that really mattered was econs. alpha meeting.


feels realy unenthusiastic the mood right now. but were gonna get it done. just you watch. its gonna be simple and good. haha... i know it will... haha.



sigh. stupid uneventful, depressing sien day. except for maybe becoming 'pantat the mama gareng'. haha. "besar bagus!"




friday is gonna be insane. debates and alpha photo taking. alpha power pdp. debates handover. saturday debates JCDC finals. alpha exco meeting. sigh. stupid la. pressure.



dunno what im doing with my life laaa. my throat is still kinda bad...



i dunno whats wrong with me. why i choke up with my words at times, and speak pretty clearly at others. why i can just control my pace pretty smoothly some times, and when i get too excited and start repeating words on others.



ah heck. whatever la. im not gonna think about it...


good night.