rock bottom motivation
what do you wanna do with your life?
think rishik think
gotta be something
just
look around your room
clean enough.
maybe laundry
no,
thats not what i meant
i mean.
big picture. long term
(...)
nothing.
travel? no, no. i mean: productive. creative.
werent you gonna write some poems?
and a few essays?
whatever happened to those ideas.
your long walks arnt doing it for you anymore, my man. minute you come home, all you do is go online and get lost in the lives of everyone else.
need to focus. thats what you need. not another exile. this time its gotta come from within.
go to the library. gita's right. it helps.
and talk to people. stop ignoring text messages!
its pathetic. why are you so lazy?
clean up, shape up
caffeine and sugar can stay
all other indulgences will have to go
starting when?
woah. tough call here.
next week? i dunno.
will I change my mind again?
starting now. yes. lets do this. but but.. hmmm..
yeaa. starting now. do your best. just see how it goes.
what else though?
running and gyming? keep it up boy. stay healthy.
keep that heart pumping. doesnt matter what people say about you being skinny.
or about running and losing weight.
your not doing this for anyone else. youve got nothing to prove.
I'm gonna become my own perfect body. I'll do it. block out negativity.
what about saving money? its soo.. difficult.
well don't. but only spend money on important things.
like food. and stationery. anything to make doing work easier.
if its a small comfort to keep me less distracted, then buy it.
it'll be worth while in the long run.
live high and fall free.
im a law student.
on the pursuit of happiness.
I tell you now, world. i aint gonna fuck this up.
breathe easy, boy. you're uncool. and skinny. and making a mess of your studies.
but your smart enough to sort this out.
starting next week?
no. now.
next timecheck? 18th november. contract law essay due.
I wanna hear all about how youve turned things around by then, hear?
a proper plan, maybe some intellectually stimulating commentaries on the nature of photography, gay rights or nationality and ethnicity.
a poem or two. and post some pretty pictures of Europe while you're at it.
no questions? good. now off to bed, young man. its gonna be a long day ahead.
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