Awakening

and i awake. finally. over my depression. haha. all i needed was music. just drowned myself init. really helps. haha. tahsta ll i need. shalala. feel good. yeah. im typign here too mcuh. haha. at least 5 times in the past 24 hours maybe? haha. i dunno. maybe not. possibly exaggerating. but here is where i am NOT exaggerating. haha. coffee intake has gone up. had 5 iced coffees this week alone. dotn ask. there soemthign abotu me and iced coffee. i blame the chicory mix. well, see chicory is cold coffee. and has like 80-% less caffeine than normal coffee. the reason why i quit in the first place. so what happens in my mind equates colf coffee as good. haha. so i dunno, i kindof dont feel huilty anymore. dam it. i hadnt drunk coffee at all. since feb i think? hmphhh. nvm, ills top. haha. i will. you'll see.

Tamil exam. felt good. was pretty okay ah. okay-ish. haha. bad thign was i was stuck with my chemical romance playing in my head. couldnt really concentrate. haha. then my phone rung liek four times. oh well. so after the exam i claled back and talked a bit. bad move. for paper 2, iw as stuck with my chemical romance AND dora's voice in my head. haha. top it off, my mom and dad both called again. maybe i should have called THEM back during the break. wahaha. not my problem. aw, who am i kidding. of course it is. its my phone. then listening compre. hmphhh. hey! i was drinking ice coffee during the listening compre too! that makes 6 times. haha. thats so cool. *giddy, with caffeine.* anyways later met up with sis and me parents at parkway. took a bus with justin and zachary. man im too nice. the bad hting bout that means i can never take sides. liek teh theodore/zachary issue. i cant take sides. same with the battle of the khongs/kongs. ill take the side of whoeevr is tellign me the problme. too easily swayed by emotions. emotional; haha! as if.... oh shit! theres chicken pie in my bag. just rememebred. haha. chicken pie which i bought in parkway. my family has no manners, when we eat. we just eat off each other plates without asking. we switch plates around without any consultaion what so ever. ahha. even i d that. its a kind of norm. if your sick of your food give some one else. if your hungry take someone else's. if your not hungry, push the plate in fornt of some one else. haha. only just noticed today. sis was tehre for a job interview. pretty sad. working as a packer. JL. haha. that reminds me of the whoel stack of price tags she gave me once. still have it. she's learning driving which is pretty cool. so is dharvin! aha hahaaa. man. i got to call the company for dharvin. ill do it. im a friend. but shoudl have doen it sooner. ALOT sooner. been quite awhile. this friday gonna get FCS silver. i dont deserve it. shoudl i go? ill find out tomorrow. mmmmmm. ciao. feel good inc.