bleah. god. earleir was not a good tiem for me to blog. honestlt speaking. tehre never is a ggood tiem for me to blog. hardly. im sure some people would have figured that out. based on the speed at which i type. and the sheer mass of typos that come with such speed. SPEED THAT DESTROYS ALL...sorry boutt he caps. see what i mean. im multi tasking and i forgot to do remove the caps. as iw as saying. speed that comes at teh cost of mye nglish. and for those who know me, english is everything. some guys have their guitar. otehrs their dogs. some even their computers. i have nothing. take away my english and i am as emptya s i can get. literally. i become H.O.L.L.O.W. no body. and that is exactly what i fear i have done. becoem no one.
Today was the day of the english test. paper 1, 2, oral, teh whole works. and i got such bad feelinsg about all. worse one ever was the oral. examiner actually told me starught to my face, my readingw as too choppy. my own fault. i only read the passage once through, behore i started day dreaming. crap. now im gonna flunk my english and its all gonan be my own crappy fault. i dunno what is happening. i feel slow. unsocial. deprived. its not a nice feeling. crappy. after oral. sat down with marc to do work. time flew till 3 soemthing. went to tm. bought music book. wen for clss. wah. came back. simpsons. went skating. sister followed. paid nadia the cash. went home. and here i am. god. what went wrong. where! i dunno. exasm tomorrow. i can sleep as late as i want. only starts at 2. im tensed. im swetaing. i dotn know what i should do. if there was a world record for longest ever identity crisis id win hands down. id challenge anyone. hah. pretty sad. im tired. im uncomfartable. im sticky. i want the air con on... god bless you all.
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