its official. the most depressing thing in the world is coming home alone at night. Its not the absence of people on teh bus or train. far from that. its the prescence of couples hugging on the train, and stuff that makes it lonely. haha. sigh. two nights in a row, i come home late. wel its not so bad, when you have someone to talk ot on the phone. 'cept i dont. haha. mmmm.
i fear that any moment someone will come and sue me or possibly arrest me for all the political crap i write on this blog. scarry. ANY moment. its really worrying, from what i read in the news. oh wells.
"crazy for this girl" is the first song i ever downloaded. Ever. this is way back in the napster days. haha. listening to it now. nice song. lala. nicholas is challenging me. he bets i wont study this holiday. i MUST. o levels so near. getting scarry. i must prove to him, i can get t VJ via JAE. i can. I Must do it. waaaaah.
zits comics are the best comics after bizzaro. read it. its nice. ahha. life gets more and more stressfull. sec 4 life sux. life's a bitch in general. what happened to the days of goign to the beach for a BBQ and staying up till the next morning just having good ol fun. what happened to those days.
man i cant take it. everything i do. its all totally deciated to school in one way or another. i piss myself off. it sux. i want to have fun. i want to go out. i feel so lonely. so bored. so empty. but i'm not. i'm fill with so much work to do. maybe its just that i am filled, but filled with the wrong stuff. thus teh feeling of emptiness. i dont care if if ail my FDI and VLC projects. let me fail. just gimme back some time to spend with my friends. gimme back some time to study. tahsta ll ia sk for. that is all...
time to read,a nd get lost in fantasy again. yay. haha. hurray.
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