and i will not be goign to VJC for the first three months. with a bit luck, (with alot of luck actually) I JUST might pass my bio and physics... cause i screwed up BOTH so badly! gawd... just wanna go into a corner and strum my life away...
hahas. 'dammit' tabs. like wtf.... ive learnt more about strumming in the past one week then i ever have in my life. thanks to mao, on most part. sigh... tomorrow is teacher's day... and i feels o screwed over today.. get over it.. just accept it. VJC isnt meant for you. not the first three months anyway. heh. bloody hell... MJ, it is then. dear old MJ. down the road. sigh. get OVER it RISHIK. ITS OVER... now just look forward to ur favourite practical.. chem.. sigh. please dotn fail me now... please, oh please...
after school, waited at the bus stop talking to marc, waiting for my dad to pick me up and realising one by one how i screwed up every dam thing in physics and bio, and listening to the flapping of the wings as my dreams and hopes flew away. dad picked me up from shcool today. haha. dam funny. not out of love.. Nooo. he had lost his keys. hahaha. how funny is that. so yeah, he 'needed' me. hahas.
maaan. i'm just gonna read, dw jones, eat chicken pie and play more guitar. sigh. need to de stress. but as nicholas put it. "You destress? haha. your not even stressed! your slacking!" and he's right of course. haha. oh wells. oh my... oh dear...
and not that its important, but ill just add in, that today while shaving i cut my chin.. was distracted... wasnt concentrating. my own fault. and its just shows my state of mind right now. screwed. and tensed. so i dont need games like speed or stress. haha. no its okay. im fine just the way i am. yeaps... just the way i am...
peter tried to sell flowers to me this morning, but i already bought a bouquet for teacher's day. so... yeah. haha. in the end kyle bought one. was pretty funny. hahas. well its for a goodc ause. hmmm. wish i supported more good causes. would make me feel less pathetic. yeap. sigh. tomorrow im gonna bring me guitar and get chords to the song i posted last night. with mao's help of course. never knew how to play chords, to a tune. i mean, tones on a piano is one thing... but on a guitar, is woah. totally different.
got this craving for 7-up clear raspberry. which is weird cause i dont drink soft drinks unless it comes with a fats food meal. trying to be healthy. haha. but this craving... its just there. hahas. mug root beer today. mmmmm. mug root beeeer....
"tomorrow comes. with one desire. to take you away from me." save tonight. eagel eyed cherry. hahas. wish things were just pasued for a moment. for a night. for awhile. sigh. cause life is seriosuly moving faar to fast for my liking. god. god! the yera is goignt o end soon! im gonna graduate soon! omg. this is happening way too fast. brrrr. speaking of grad nite, im eating chinese again... though i swear i hate chinese whatever-course food. there never is enough. and there is always the sharks fin. which i am against. so i wanted halal... but i realised that meant sitting with... no one from class, but prem kumar. haha. prem. hahahaha. prem. kay. right.
prem, and pauk jon wanted me to follow them eat... but i wanted to saty in shcool and play the guitar. and i think thats what ill do now. still have a lot of work to do in it. alot of practise. yeahs.
so byes. or since bye is too harsh a word to use.... 'see ya'.
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