Saturday, September 17, 2005

call me a sucker for romance.

or rishik. yeah actually rishik would do just fine. haha. but still... you get what i mean. hmmm,

The mexican is showing tonight! OMG! i swear. if 50 fist dates is the greatest mush movie of all time, this is definitely the coolest romance movie. it is sooo. wow! i swear the first time i watched it i was so high. and its showing tonight! 10 thirty. wtach it. it rocks. the story line. the acting. everything is soo perfectly imperfect. so beautifully sweet and yet intricutely flawed. and it just makes you want to sigh. a "wow" take-my-breathe-away, awe inspired sigh. and smile in your sleep. thinking. and dreaming. yeap. thats the mexican. haha.

the moon is full tonight. haha. wish my wishes come true. haha. if that made sense. well it makes more sense than being a realistic/dramatist. haha. yeahs. sigh. i missed the moon. i miss the moon lady. and the smiles she brought me at that time between night and morning. when the world has screwed up yet sweet. when time was no where and life was beautiful just the way it was. sighs. haha. i feel so dreamy these days. soo looking forwardish towards the holidays. thats all i can think of right now. the hols. this is even though my prelims continue the week ahead.

sigh. went to starbucks TM to meet jas, de wei and nadia. then went to white sands to meet selvam.haha. and selvam's grandma called me! haha. how funny is that. hahah! sigh. nadia left for tuition with matthew and now im thinking about scouts. sigh. anyway after that i went for my OWN tuition! yay! haha. it was kinda cool. i did one add maths paper. and tehre were these two chinese boys and one chinese girl. and they were all. quiet like. haha. oh well. i guss thats just how tuition is. i dotn know. ive never really had tuition before.

made pasta for dinner. haha! yeay. pork, mozarella, muchroom, capsicumn, onion, garlic, celery and some random spices. yay. sweet sweet pasta. the easiest dinner in the world. haha. its true.

tomorrow i plan on meeting selvam and maybe de wei again. my mom went somewhere. i dont know where. thinking either malaysia or thailand or india or... you know what. i swear i have no idea. haha.

CJC. suddenly seems so great and promising. yeap. thats where i want to be. CJC. haha. yay.
i wanted to blog and write about love. but i decided to write a poem instead. and it ended up like a monologue. but then i remembered poetry slam. hah. and hey you know what. this IS poetry. so cool. haha. i like my coffe iced and preferably blended. yay. now i sigh off.

to watch the sweetness which is The Mexican. yay. good night. maka wishapon the moon. cuase dreams do come true. hmmm. michael da silva was right. the moon will come on the 17th,. haha. its a joke they have. the sec threes. that i am a wearwolf. haha. thus the hairy/shagginess. and the obsession with the moon in the early morning. haha. ryan po should know. so they remind me of the full moon dates. oh, and alot of teachers are vampires and wearwolves too. ahha. im in good company.

well im off. for real this time. yay. i feel happy, and giddy, yet conflicted and ironically sad and pessimistic. thats just what i am. constant self confliction. the battle between the romantic poet and pessimitic venture. the need for 'no nonsense' and the incredible effeciency and clear strong minded leadership, against the need for arts and humanities. sigh. this reminds of what i was talking to jasvir about the other day. i need to write that out somewhere.

and for REAL this time. BYE.

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