hmmm. was actually planning to save this title for the first day of the Os. but hell cares if i re-use. haha. and this is it. the fist day of teh last week of the prelims. the final week. its gonna be sweet. its gonna be fast. its gonna be adrenaline all the way. and releif. haha. yeah. sweet sweet releif as i punch my hand in the air and jump up in victory at the end of the prelims. haha. sigh. you realise how weird this is. considering the prelims is far from the 'end'. and here i am far from the pseudo-end ven imagining it. haha. i think faar ahead. sigh. haha.
morning woke up. one hour later it was time for lunch. haha. made my way to tm starbucks to meet selvam, my cousin and team mate. haha. studied chem. talked alot. about stuff. haha. then this guy from starbucks tried to chase us out. and i argued. and this guy sitting next to us who was wearing cool clothes and also studying chem told us to ignore him. ahha. and we did. and it was fun. think he was from JC 2. he was cool. haha. debating rocks. so does chem.
went to hang ten and S & K where i saw these really cool colours and t shirts, and sembawang. and we talked. and went home. ahha. yeap. talked abotu alot of intresting stuff. like how weirdos can get our numbers and we dont know who they are. haha. like that 'friendship' message i got last night. and it woudl have been WAAY too rude to ask 'who are you' after sucha nice message. haha.
now ill eitherbuy the yellow card CD or relient K's 'mmhmm". or two t shirts from S & K. haha. S & K has good clothes. i realise.
wednesday selvam is gonna giveme intensive tamil tuition. haha. yay! haha. how cool. sigh. tamil movies are sad. "kaadal konden(I loved)" and "12 B" are two of saddest movies i know. the fat ugly guys which indian aunties like always get the girl and the nice quiet un-obese guys aaalways die. sigh. haha. but none of these movies can beat Boys! haha. now that movie rocked. but come to think... the nice quiet un-obese guy died in that movie too. haha. just goes to prove a point.
this is my to do list for the holidays
Donate Blood
Get a boook published
Finish my script
Get my poems and songs recorded
Do 48 hours worth community service out of singapore
Affirm all my friends
learn to do more than grind on my blades
start playing the bass
get gold bars and digi cameras for offcial reasons.
have fun
have lunch
redo my room
watch movies
dont forget my friends
Volunteer in NAC/try and get into a theatre company
haha. yay. siggh. was lying flat on my roof last night staring at the moon. it was sooo... "oh my god". there were no stars. moon was on her own last night. and tehre was this like ring around it. and giant auro or glow of light circled the moon. a reaaaly big glow. so big you coulnt look at the whole circle as a whole. wow. it was sweet.
i get awe-inspired easily i notice. like on my way back from tampinese, i was sitting at the bus interchange. staring at pigeons. at it was soo. wow. look at them fly. so small and so disregarded by humans. treated almost like vermin, and hated for being deisease-carrying. yet look at them. look at what they can do, which we never will. humbling.
yesterday i was singing "moonlight bay" "pearly shells" and "silveyr moon" over the phone on the street as i was making my way to TM. haha. these kinda calls are just soo random. and just goes to show what people associate you with. in this case: campfire songs. sigh. sadness. well whatever the case glad that i could have helped. heh.
hmmm. "be like that' by three doors down is cool. apparently it was from the movie american pie 2. which makes me want to watch the movie now. ahha. yeap.
haha. was just thinkong of my mom when she called. like NOW. haha. wow. serendipity indeed. anyway she's in malaysia. haha. dad told me last night. ahha.
and now i gtg. haha. feel like... goign for a walk. i would have gone for the walk last night, if not for the mexican. ahha. oh well. sorry bro.
see ya. sigh. friends are NOT people who see you eevry day. no. they arnt people who message you 24/7. they dont even have to message you once a day. they arnt those who call you and talk to you for hours. they are simply those who think of you. and make you feel welcome. and are there for you. or would want to be there for you. thats what friends are. i think. i dunno yet. so many things im confused about. ahha. but whatever i guess. i have my whole life ahead of me to find out.
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