This morning as i woke up and walked to the interchange. it felt great. the fresh air. the darkness. the lack of sun. the quiet. the serenity. the buzz of the morning birds and cicadas. that feeling in your arms and legs which running purely off adrenaline because you have not had breakfast yet, and your body is kinda still asleep. the splash of water still damp on your face and hair from the morning shower.that smell of grass. that energy of it all. that energy from nothingness. from the lack of crowds and the lack of human noise. it was sweet. it was amazing. and the way when i walked and i could feel the blood pumping in my legs i just picked up the pace. and soon i felt like jogging. school uniform bag and all. and i didnt want to stop. cause the morning had got to me. the early morning before the sun rised. that was it. that was just pure magic for me today. and i loved it sooo much. it was what i used to love about cycling to school in primary school the emptiness of the world as i wake up and go off to school. but then my bike got stolen so thats another story. ahha.
haha. i have two really bad habits when it comes to blogspot. first one. signing in my username as -rishik... and ythe other is typing my password in my username box. haha. i never learn. it always happens. sigh. loser.
speaking of being a loser. today on my way home i took the shortcut as usual. then i saw this really cute brown cat there then was staring at me and purring away protectively of the area. so i just smiled and started purring at it to. ahha. it was then i noticed the chinese family walk bya nd give me that weird bemused look. haha. so i just looked to the floor, kept a straight face and walked away as fast as possible. ahha. LOSER. sigh. but whatever i guess. i mean dotn regret anything. what does it matter what people think. it was a cute cat i mean. haha. sighs.
why study? when we know we are gonna screw up anyway. whats the point getting all stressed up for. "Might as well try your best" was the reply. haha. i was about to concede when he said "but then again.. maybe your right. lets watch a movie tomorrow". ahha. sigh. coolness of my friends. History was today. it was screwed. so instead of talking about how i screwed up my paper which i already did (and that made my friends laugh out really loud)...i shall... talk about...the irony of the phrase "i had history today". haha. like history... today... past..present... WOAH! like my mind is getting boggled at the complexity of it all. haha. like this shit is waay too deep for me. haha. like yeah. whatever....
I am going to use more italics and bold in my blog. its more eye catching. And easier to read. definitely. anyways im eating hotcakes and iced milo with sausage now. and im goign out soon. either to ben ow's condo or jas and de wei and selvam.
yeaps. im shagged. slept kinda early yesterday yet kinda late. but hey. this is life. this is what i live. and this is what i do. and i just wish i could do more of it with you. sigh. but hey. absensce makes the heart fonder i guess. so see ya.
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