You need love.
You are a pretty normal, well-rounded person
that just craves that fairy tale love where you
will be swept off your feet and live happily
ever after. Chances are that you fantasize or
dream about it so much that you either see all
the guys/girls as unromantic or you tell
yourself that anyone could be your soulmate.
You long to have someone by your side and you
want to give back on the romance part too, not
just give.
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its strange in life. how you can go from feeling secure and safe and loved and all that shit. to unwanted almost. within a span of a few hours. but its my own problem anyway. like kyle says. little do we realise how little others think of us. haha. so true. yeaps. ill just have to start accepting that. that people are more straighforward than you think. "stop trying to psycho analyse. stop all that for awhile. just accept" so goes the wisdom of bryan C. and he's right. they all are. stop trying to read hints or get wdepressed something which no one sees. cause life is more than that. its about... the moment. and im still waiting. and beeliving. and dreaming. that that moment will still come.
jonny rzeznik, Im still here. sweet song, for moods like this. hmmms. im not gonna publish this post tongiht. cause its crappy. and yeah. it has to be balanced out by somthing nice tomorrow. yeaps. ill be back.
hello. its thursday. e maths paper one. uno. oh my. sigh. i lost 7 marks totally. as in not even attempted. no chance of even marks for working. Zit. so being the optimist i am im estimating ill score 73/80 for this paper. hahaha. yeaps. suigh. if i can get an l1r5 of less than 10 for the prelims, it will so be worth treating all those guys at the bus stop the macs i promised them. ahha. sigh. so dreamy. so loud. so crappy.
yesterday went toa payoh to study with de wei and jas. selvam had tamil tuition. loser. hahha. but i heard his chem went well. which makes me happy. i hope he gets his a2. at least. yeaa. sigh. its possible. yesetrday was also michelle and nadia's malay prelims. and i still dont see the need for prelims for them as the first three months next year they will be going to... KC. haha. so yeah. whatever. wish them luck. met raja and keagan at toa payoh. and ben mao too. haha. cool. after late lunch i went to tampinese to study bio. couldnt absorb anything. was feeling soo sleepy. met dora at tampinese mrt. she had hockey training. sigh. went home and slept without having dinner. was soo sleepy. this morning. III haha. woke up at 5.15. thanks to me alarm clock. so i opened the door, swithced off the air con, switched on the lights and the radio and lied on my back for... 45 minutes. hahaha. shit. fell asleep. idiot. and seeing as how i didnt iron my uniform the last night, i was really pressed for time. didnt have breakfast. crappy. took cab to school with kyle. yay.
i think later ill be meeting ben ow and michael joo to study bio. sigh. my dad is right in a way. i never study with the same group of friends more than twice. haha. kay maybe thats an exaggeration. but its kidna true. im waaay too random, when it comes to going out. sigh.
and i want to go fishing. after the exams. and watch the corpse bride. and eat swensons. and go coffee bean. and play pool. and talk. just chat away. about nothing in particular. and eat chips. and play the guitar. with a bunch of friends. at the beach. maybe play truth or dare. or confession poker. while someone tends the fire. cooking the marshmallows. and maybe we start making toasts to each other. and.. and... we sleep over at someones house. and i dunno. just chill. and live life. cause its just too short not to.
hmmm apparently ben ow cant make it today. sigh. gonna call jas and selvam now. ahha.
byes.
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