or is just plain melo-dramatic. haha. THATS IT! i solved jeremy's question, of how you can b both realistic and dramatic. when your depressed. your either realistically depressed, or plain melo-dramtically depressed. haha. yeah. sigh. whatever. no one likes hanging out with sad people. except for sad people. "misery seeks company" after all.
We all feel like shit every now and then. we just need to wait for that right moment. that right phrase in a book. that right joke. the right people to pick you up. and bing you back again. And all that came to me by the dozens in the past few days. going jamming with ben mao, alfred and jonny (yeo). Having BK with ben mao alfred and ben ow. talking to josh, as we walked along east coast road, at ten something last night, after the night study. laughing at si chung and ivan. hearing kyle tell me about his display picture. sitting on the curbside of the road at the train station, staring into the sky, and that blanket of dtars. suddenly remembering jonny bao's quotation which i REALLY REALLY liked. the one which went "life is like a piano peice. when you make a mistake you dotn stop playing, or repeat, or even let other know you make a mistake. you just continue and play on. " sigh. how awe-ish. life suddenly seems worth pushing. cause music is there. and i am still me. i am still the easily inspired boy, rishik, who stops and stares and the most redundent scene and find art there. because life is art. to me.
no maths, as it is to nicholas gn. hahah. "i see a graph". sigh. too funny to write down.
my L1R5 is confirmed. sigh. dunno where i am going, so dont ask me, haha. if you must know, ask me personally and id tell you.
so i just got home. and i feel shagged. haha. sigh. this blog has only done one thing for me. destroyed my english. and helped me keep a good track of time of course. haha. but ESPECIALLY the first. haha. i am officialy a 'HAS-bEEN' when it comes to doing well in english. sigh. and recent marks can verify that. the last ever essay we were to do, i got 22. trashed by nicholas, bryan c, jay and the whole works of writers. sigh. and to think there used to be a time i was the only guy capable of hitting band one. sigh. guess its back to narratives for me.
sigh. so morning, i postponed piano class, cause one thing's more important than music. friends. haha. yay. so i met de wei. Then, marc and nadia. then ying and selvam. haha. then we all dispersed! wow. selvam had to meet his aunt. nadia had tuition. marc had to go home. de wei had golf i think. i had tuition. =) hha. was fun. yeah.
well anway. my is is going for the smrt challenge thingy tomorrow. haha. whatever i say. singapore is a small place. it IS. a mere fifty minute ride from the west to the east. what's that in comparison to other countries. honestly, people exaggerate a litle too much soem times. sigh. in terms of which JC i should go to for teh first three months. distance shouldnt really be a factor..should it??
listening to evil soul. haha. yay. makes me want to go to the beach. but right now... i want to sleep. sigh. to think a whole day just flew by like that. wow.
its children's day! haha. YAY!. whatever... i have no comment whatsoever right now... except, haloween is in a month's time, ivan. ONE month's time. sigh...
so im listening to vindicated and reminded of the bass... sigh. frankly speaking yesterday's jamming studio sucked. haha. the bass had no proper input wire. so we had to scotch tape a wire to it. and there was no strap. the drum set was kinda shitty too. haha. and i was still learning the tabs while we played. haha. but was fun all in all. sigh. suddenly feel obliged to go learn my tabs. for their sake. yes. i cannot let them down. haha.
so im off. byes.
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