In defense of tamil movies

people liek to make fun of tamil movies. liek the tree dancing thing. and the fact they are filled with songs and dancing. and blah blah blah. well guess what. its art. in its own distinct waya nd culture. like abstract painting and realist painting, it cant be compared. its still nice. and you know what. stop insulting it. they probably insult western movie for being so dead boring. so lifeless. unimaginitive. and lacking in music and song. haha. its all about culture.

my mom is funny. first she scolded me for using vulgarities when i siad pffft. haha. then today she messaged from the study room to living room "happy children's day". ahha. sooo crazy. haha. then today during dinner, my sister started teasing her about having no childhood. and she was at it all the way. sigh, my sister is really funny. haha. it was because my mom met a childhood friend.. and didnt remember.

i hope i dont lose my childhood. and i remember all my friends. especially the close ones. wont ever wanto lose you guys. worth waaay too much. sigh. those talks.

i stick to my policy that people who speculate. who say she lieks him or he is goign with her or whatever... are losers. and SERIOUSLY need to get a life. because we dont need to know. or its annoying for those people too i mean. give the kid some privacy dude.


come sunday another family will come to look at my house. sigh. FINE, my family's house. but still. its werid. how one day my room can be taken away from me. and id have to move. surreal.

im thinking of the last year. it was a few weeks before christmas. i was at vicnan'nna's house. it was two soemthign in the morning. and we were painting. and it was fun. sigh, i miss that soo much. the art. the togetherness. the night. the quiet of the night. i hate crowds. i think i have said that quite alot of times already.

the night is my time. its when i feel most real. sigh. i love walks in the night. i dunno but it rocks so much. anyway i better go. and im looking forward to alot of things now. for nights to come. chances to live life at night. that i just migth not experience for a long time to come. the month vacation. sigh. waiting for you soo badly. haha.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I find that line about life being hell one moment and heaven the next so true. its only when you HAVE feelings, be them good or bad, you know you are in love. anythign is better than stone. and nothing ness. as much as i hate crowds and noise...id hate even more for love to be empty.

good night.