sigh. i never had any idea how many songs i has sent josh until today, when he sent them all back to me. wow. amazing. now THIS is what i call karma. Truly "you get the music you give". haha. Talk about play on words. wow. haha. i love my friends.
sigh. i might be able to stomach human execuitions without flinching and enjoy slasher movies. But today i confirmed something. i got a weak stomach for dead animals. like how i skipped school for the bio disection of the rat. and how sick i felt watching the pro-vegetarian movies of poor animal treatment. and today looking at the butcher as blood dripped form his fingers as he chopped up the chicken. still feel sick. sigh. its a sign of weakness maybe. but hey... dont we all have our own weaknesses?
sigh... didnt really resolve the fight. but hey. i guess that how things work out. later today ill be studying with josh and jeanette and maybe more peeps at MP library. not bad. i need to study anyways. and its kinda official that rishik cant study at home. Si chung is photocopying the stuff for history. he's a great guy. need to remember to do my history homework later.
thinking about last friday. playing the bass for "that thing you do" was fun. especially when mao complimented me that mine was the clearest most obvious sound. haha. felt nice. of course he could just be saying that. singinf grand theft autumn with jonny bao as we were cleaning up. haha. sigh. the night. the music. the pool. the company. nothing could be nicer.
and knowing that i made marc feel the most uncomfortable he had ever felt possibly in his life, during truth or dare. haha. not that i meant in to happen. marc's a great guy. =)
"ill let my marks and god decide where i shoudl go for the first three months. the Os aint over yet". "true. haha." bryan C and myself. sigh. he is one motivated buggar. so unlike myself.
CJC is coming up while SAJC is going down. torn between options and choices. distance and friendships. oh well. see how this thing brings me.
I will give up m seat for old people. haha. so dont bother asking me. incidentally andrew form EPPS saw me on the train. apparently i was sitting next to him. NEXT TO HIM! and i didnt notice. he said he saw me. and to double check asked if i was the guy who gave up my seat to that old man at simei. haha. yeahs.. intresting. im losing touch with my old classmates.
what is fat. what is large scale. what is hot. i ask alot of questions which people dont like to answer. anyways ill leave now. feeling better. still kinda sick. still kinda uncertain. but life is life. this is what god gave me, and this is what ill live out.
god bless. good ngith.
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