lately things havent been... quite according to plan. things havent been going my way. its just demoralising.
one shit after another. slow and effective tearing apart of my ego. and now im losing faith in me.
it feels so strange. i dunno why. its just annoying. and yet not a big deal. but these small little bites are having an additive effect. soon ill be thrown off balance. i think i already am, to a point.
music just aint speaking to me at the moment. im avoiding chocolates cause its bad for my complexion. and last friday when i took coffee, the result of random sporatic burts of high followed by this shitty feeling that has lasted up till now spells one thing. stay away from coffee. you were doing good by abstaining. siiigh.
abtinence. ill abstain from you, if i coudl cause you confuse me.
people have their lows. people have their major lows. one thign you could do is comfort them. but that just embarasses some of them. so people need to be left alone. cause embarassing a guy whose always been all about confidence and pride, is a major kick to the balls.
g'night. i need dinner.
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