i do my part. you do yours.

I wonder, always got to wonder. why are you hibernating....



so saturday was SC EXCO nomintaions. didnt run for any exco post of course. well... not with any intention of getting any. i just like being different..


and honesty is the virtue of my precious stone. haha. appropriate, is it not. honesty. frankness. blatant disregard for being politically correct.



had no time to go home, so i got my mom to drive to school to gimme my kurta. fpr ICS night. super sweet of her. she's great of course. owe her alot. had lunch. preped my speech and all. got dressed. and then it began . all too fast for me to even comprehend properly. and wow. truly did feel like a rehearsal. not even like an opening show. but a good ol dress rehearsal.



and it was great. it just finished and went by so smoothly. no real major screw ups. smooth. suave. classy. nothing to pick on. flawless.


artic monkeys. mardy bum...


i have no idea why i suddenly think its nice. i think its purely because of what just happened whilst listening to it. and it really works that way. relating songs to events. and this song just went well with it. and wow.... wow...




things flip. like a coin. from feeling stupid, slow, unimportant and shit to finally getting through last night, feeling good bout myself. things change. like toothrburshes. seasons wear out, and fads grow old.



so went to raji siti's place for lunch today. then went fer debate prep at mp library.



things are moving fast. but good.




time to slack. siiigh.... slack slack.. need to slack.




fuck it. im back on coffee. if im going for it, im in for the long haul.




tomorrow morning, goin beng's house for investiture meeting. tomorrow afternoon going home for debate prep. tomorrow night going out for bro's farewell dinner.



a chance to act. a chance to fufill the dream which shik has always had. always.... i dunno... but ive never acted before.. and do i really have the time? Of course all this is a major IF.


but whats not 'IF" is acting in front of the year twos on a skit about sex for their civis period. haha. dont ask me. things like this just happen.



meh... tuesday is house com interviews. wednesday is house captain voting i think. tuesday is debate. wednesday is debate. and there is school throughout of ocurse. dang school. always gettin in the way.




but as stephy says: character is what counts. true. you know i respect her. how can you not respect and love sucha sincere leader. so i suppose its fine studies take a back seat???




whatever the case. i need to sleep soon. and you know what. life is good. as it is.


i mgiht not be going jammin very often. or going out with my old st pat's friends. or skated at ALL this year. but i still have my friends.. i still survive. i still hold on. ill probably go mad and commit suicide half way, or start smoking to deal witht he stress or what not. but hey. i see that as knowing that i am truly pushing my limits and living life to the fullest.



live fast. die young. leave a beautiful corpse. no regrets whatsoever.




im off now. things are good. i think. things are looking packed. but good.