this is the tale of a boy. who goes home everyday to turn up the volume of the his speakers and lets the emotion and music blast and scream by, so he doesnt have to do any screaming himself. he's too tired, you see.
absolution by academy is, is a beautiful 'end-of-day' kinda song.
so yesterday the exams came to an abrupt and horribly painful end. the paper i aimed to get my h3 in... history. sigh. and my h3 dreams couldnt have been destroyed in any a more humiliating way. a way so painfully stupid, and disgraceful. i forget i had to do two questions per paper. i only did 1 for paper 2.... i forfeited 25 marks without even giving my best in the other three questions.. i screwed up. major. and thats just that. sigh.
depressing. had lunch with arthi and hakimah at TM. returned to school for HC meeting, then followed keng mun to parkway. mainly for company more than anything else. i didnt want to go home. and i didnt want to face the question just yet. it was horrible. expecially after all the time i spent. kay fine. it wasnt much time. but still. i tried...
gosh. i sincerely swear, the pressure of exams have never been this strong before. i never felt this suffocated, this doomed, this..this forboding presence that takes all mood away. never before. i wasnt prepared for this feeling... why didnt anyone tell me.
but whatever. made a call to brandon and decided to play pool. won 6 games (1 game started by nigel, so i dont know if that counts), and lost 1. the first one. haha. sadness. need to catch up with my 4e1 mates more often. sigh.. or maybe the pesa clique.
yesterday was nigel's pesa. and he's in for the finals! whoo! i dont think selvam or nicholas got through though. sadly. ah well. nigel did! WHOO! all the way bro.. sigh. next wednesday is the secondary school rounds. round 2. jasvir and dewei are gonna make it. i know they are. haha. but will i be there for them. to see them.. i dunno...
debates tomorrow. and im predicting monday and wednesday too. and friday. and saturday. and repeat. haha. ah well. two more school days till HC invest is done. two more days. haha. siigh.
then its gonna be all debates all the way till 15th. JTS... i dunno man. wow. i think we'd just postpone it till november like what zi hui said. makes sense if yer ask me. haha. less pressure the better.
gotta type emcee script now. so as to give time for debates tomorrow. hmmm.
my grandma has come over. she makes great murukus. haha. is till remember a few dipavalis ago, my mom gave indian goodies to our neighbours. but she bought all from serangoon road. except for atha's murukus. and aunty sue, as good as told me that all were bland except for the murukus. ahahhah. it was painfuly true too. dont buy goodies from serangoon road.
anyways today, went school morning for investiture rehearsal. then it was house com all the way. so much to settle. was so grateful when lunch came. only to realize i was kinda short on cash. had to borrow from the 'bigger man', ying lin. haha. lunch was funny. amanda's drink and HC jersey got shat on by a bird. so i bought her a milo dinosaur to comfort her. and then she spilled half the milo powder on the table. hahaha. it was hilarious.
so me, kamun, and amanda went to kamun's place, and we worked and worked and worked. but it paid off. we got the collage done in time. the three of us. in 5 hours. haha. so proud.
sigh. and dont you hate it when iced milo gets sealed up in those bubble tea cups. and you cant eat the ice when yorud one with the drink. or any iced drink for the matter.
stupid bubble tea cup machines... >=(
sigh. i want dinner. but for that to happen, i think its easier i follow my parents to the golf range. sigh. farewell dear emcee script. i shall see when the time comes...
byes.
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