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my parents.

i swear. ive no idea if they are possibly the best couple there is or the worst parents. their both so flawed, it almost cancels each others flaws out. like a poker card castle, all leaning in onto each other, so precariously, so stable.
but its only human to be flawed. it really is.



i woke up in new york city from my sleep behind the wheel. sigh.


had SUCH a strange dream last night.
a computer game about alice in wonderland. a few scenes of the game reminding me of 'nightmare before christmas'. rannald was the scarecrow. hunting the witch
my sister driving me at some points. ctaching the witch in my washing machine with amitha, using my shorts. my sister making snide witty jokes from some wall with miss nansi and mr rajesh. geetha and her 'friends' dancing and playing some barnyard animal game. some garden partt being organised by the new batch of SECDC people. Nivit and Claudyn running everything. andrea, marc, dean and sharon angdragon also there all waiting backstage to do something. nadiah from debates and nadia bein asked to emcee. nadiah's parents forcing away, and not letting her take part and driving away in a maroon nissan sunny. nadia looking unhappy. taking the lift with nadia and things start shaking and toppling over.


yeaa. weird. the only three scene in the dream was me travelling (where i entered the game) which was really freaky. the garden party scene. and the washing machine room scene.



im sure there were more scenes i forgot. its an amazingly long and strange dream.



kay im off. need to finish my two poems.