diamond in the sky

artistic expression baby!

'Certain Words in Uncertain Times' by This Providence.

"Whats wrong with this picture!"

and so goes the "Rishik's Emo post-it" series of doodles. Wheee.

Man, doesnt time fly when ur having fun? Sigh. speaking of time flying.

so surreal to remember, its been nearly a year since i entered TJ. more than that. wow. and wow. how time has changed things. in such strange uneven patches, at that too. so long ago yet how recent my st pats days have been. yet how much things have changed even within my year and a half at temasek. hmmm...

on a less deep, self-reflexive, meditative note, i look decisively freakish in my second photo. haha. i liike.. haha.

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tj tj... why tee jay... why does ur PW results suck so bad... sigh.

and yes im pissed with my B...

really made me think how unfair life is. (No, not about my own grade, but hearing those countless stories of nighs lost, and soul poured in, and breaking points reached) How life is just one giant accident after the other. nothings to say im better or worse than anyone else in this world just because im in a better position. nothigns to say i deserve it or my own hard work had anything to do with it. no, i doubt it. its all a freaking accident.

hmmph...

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cavanaugh park was playing in my mind this afternoon while shopping for bedsheets. and all of a sudden a really random depressing thought struck me. what if i was doomed to stay single for the rest of my life..

random. and arguably pre-mature.. but still. what if... hmms..

"...And there was never any place...For someone like me to be totally happy"

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hmmm. this turned into a surprisingly depressing post. it didnt mean to be this way though.

honestly..

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"she always said destiny will blow me away... nothigns gonna blow me away..."

good night.