Tuesday, June 07, 2005

i need you. save me too.

I want to save you. ahhaha. taht song is so rishik. hero complex. the desire and need to help others. even when it means at my own expense. hero die young, in the words of dinesh. yea. so true. strangely i am most happy when i wallow in other people's misery. makes me feel good. gives me satisfaction. helping others. haha. which is why i want to give you the CD. haha. so shush.. and jut accept it, dammit.


intresting enough i am most unhappy when i dont help others. thus my curse of not saying "no". really sux. too biga guilt. mayb thats why im such a good boy in school. haha. yes. today was a happy day.



haha. and its all thanks to that one dog. yay. there is nothign more cute, that a little over friendly puppy that escaped its leesh and its frazzled owner. except maybe a over-friendly hyper active toddler that escaped its leesh and its frazzled owner...parent...whatever. haha. it was a cute little collie. then it ran to me and jumped on me and sniffed and licked my hand. haha. i laughed and the owner was pretty freaked. cute. haha. made my day.


came late for add maths. was fun lah, with miss teo as usual. making jokes at the class. key word AT, not WITH. haha. yes. and with ben ow and company, it was bound to be fun. mmm. im sick by the way. and its all your fault, jeremy.

bio lab. finished pretty early. we are disecting a rat on thursday. so you can imagine, the looks i got from half the class. haha. pretty lame, the comments they made. but whatever. haha. and i am so dam sick. after school nicholas, myself and arthur tried to study add maths. i improved on my trigo identities slightly. still feeling sick. be right back. kay. went to get lozenges. however you spell that. haha. shame for top in level for english. where i lack in spelling i make up for in content and prose. haha. yay.


so i cancelled piano class. felt really sick. like half of my mind was there, when i was talking with nicholas gn and messaging dora. screwed up. mr brightside is a nice song. but you CANNOT beat "i woke up in a car" by somehtign corporate! that is like the ultimate song for the holidays. its really nice. really nice. i mean REALLY.... mmm. think taht shoudl be enough emphasis. haha.


tomorrow i must submit the names to mr tan cheiw seng. yeah.... YES-NEC. not forgetting the 70km hike. which is interestingly now postponed. yay. fit in with my 3 days MC.


yes i went to see teh doctor. sorry i wasnt online....if you were that is. if not, nvm. haha. the doctor's appointment was really funny. dad got a number for me since he was already there, rushed home and brought me there. i ran in, sat down, for barely one whole minute. i basically stated all my conditions, as she was doing the checks on me. she tehn told em she was going to give me this and this and this and i left the room. haha. FAST. i kleft the medicne oin teh counter though, so i had to go back and get it later. yeah... haha. funny. my dad is nice today. i like him when he is in a good mood. it might be my imagination, but i think its when he smoeks he's in a good ,mood. more than likely it s my imagiantion, but i think i usually smell a wiff of tobaco when he is happy. hmmmm. oh well.


apparently my flirting style is a coquette? whatever that is. haha. riiight. i'll dsa another day. ive got time. yeah.... haha. well id best be off. and thanks germaine, whoever you are. and dora, *shhhhh*. haha. dont say a word. i know what ur thinking. haha.

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